I know, it sounds like something one might read on a bathroom wall.  It is just where I am at lately.  The hectic pace of the last year and a half has me pretty worn out. 

Some of it is physical.  I find myself taking more pills of different sorts to keep my body moving.  I think all the abuse from when I was young and invincible is starting to catch up with me.  I have pains in places and think to myself, "what did I do that cuased this?  Oh, that could be from when..."

Some of it is emotional.  I have been on a lot of roller coasters lately.  Most all of them have been supporting others, but a few have been of my own making.  All I can say through this is I have learned a lot.

Some of it is anticipation.  I have some sense of where we are supposed to go next in life.  I end up wearing myself out here because the anticipation becomes expectation.  I am one of those who wants to get going. 

So, here I sit.  Thinking about just taking a few days off to spend with the family, get away , and relax.